It's
manic movecall day! Thankfully with training, I know that we aren't moving so
we can rest. Sister Rohlfing and I decided to go crazy for p-day and take a
nap. It was the BEST thing. Wow! I'm telling you, I think I can sleep for a
whole p-day and not even buy groceries and not mind at all. I love Sister
Rohlfing sososo much. We laugh so hard all the time, my cheeks and stomach are
always sore but we have learned so much about the work and have worked so hard
together too. That's a fun companionship. Fun and hard work. I love it! It's
super super windy here in DaYa and there are a lot of hills too. The other day
we were riding up this hill out to visit one of our RCs and this humungous gust
of wind just hit us and our bikes got all wobbling and we just started laughing
and we had sweet potato fries and a fruit drink hanging on our handlebars and I
was positive we were going to blow away and just hit a car and it just made us laugh
harder and then we couldn't breathe so we couldn't ride up the hill and our
fries flew off the handlebar and it was just so funny to me. That's how the
days are usually. Things like that. So much fun but of course so much hard
work.
We
dropped in a couple families (Zhen, Wu, and Chen) this week and honestly I'm
scared/nervous because they are FAMILIES. Real FAMILIES where husband and wife
and kids want to learn. Wow! The Lord is so kind. It's the good scared/nervous
though. It's the one that turns us to rely on the Lord and do it His way.
Remember
how I mentioned about that purifying project that we are doing? Well, let me
tell you a little more about it. Sister Rohfling and I just wanted to purify
ourselves of anything that would distract from the spirit of the work. Then we
read this talk called "Consecrated Missionary". Wow! Wake up call and
so powerful (Baby bro, I'm going to mail that one and another your way). So we
started our project purification but didn't really know how to do it. Then that next week in Zone Training Meeting
our Zone Leaders gave us this other talk called "Project Purification"
where it tells you exactly how! Wow right? So we started. We fasted and prayed
to know what we needed to change and to add in our lives and then wrote it down
but wow! This past week everything I wrote on that list to drop, I did. I felt
like this last week, I was just the worst spazzy unspiritual missionary, but I
know that's not completely true. What really happened was I was noticing what
needed to change. It was really nice and I know a lot of progression will come
from it but man is it hard. I felt like the last week I was just messing up
with it everywhere. Sister Rohfling had the same feelings so we voiced it and fasted
and started over because I realized what happened. We were relying on ourselves.
When we want to make changes like that we really need the Lord. It's like what
it was in PMG when it says that Christ like attributes are gifts from God and
we need his help to obtain them. We turned to the Lord and prayed for strength
constantly and yeah the temptations are still there but it like we are more
focused on our end goal and we can quickly avoid the temptations. It's awesome
AND with that is coming the blessing of spiritual power. Wow! The work is going
wonderfully right now.
So,
Penelope. Our sweet miracle. Wow! Gospel truth, testimony and the Spirit really
can melt the hardest of hearts. So, where I left off was
we were meeting with her and she flipped a coin to know if she needed to get baptized
(right after we had shared Alma and Corrihor and asking for signs to know God
exists! c’mon!!). We humored her and let her do it. I picked heads and she
picked tails and it landed on tails which meant she wouldn't take the goal of February
25 (I promise my work isn't always like this. All sloppy and crazy). We got the
most peaceful feeling because baptism really was her choice. Her fate didn't
lie in a COIN. Agency! The golden gift! She really softened right then and then
she said she’d pray about the goal which is something she has never done. The
next morning she called during comp study and I was so scared I threw the phone
at Sister Rohlfing and had her answer it. I'd been rejected by that girl 6
times with the baptismal invite. We answered and said that on the 25th she wanted
to get baptized! WHAT! Yes. We asked why and she said because she’s going to
start following the feelings of her heart and stop using all the thoughts in
her head. The past two weeks before that Wednesday night her heart was telling
her to believe in Heavenly Father and be baptized to follow him and her mind
was saying no, but in the end the spirit won. She passed her interview and now
on the 25th she is going to use her faith and courage to covenant with her Father
in Heaven. I love her so much and admire her bravery and faith. She is so, so scared.
She doesn't completely know, but she feels it's true and she hopes. God knows every
one of His children so well. The fights not over with her so please pray for
her! Thank you. Man, I love her so much. You know how some people say they came
out for just one person? She feels like that person to me. She met with
missionaries in the past 3 years 3 times before. She told me "God is so
smart because he sent me you" woof, and I just said everything I did was
what God wanted me to do for her and he was just showing his love through me. Which
is so true. He uses us as his tools her on earth. On mission and off mission. We
sang I Know That My Redeemer Lives in sacrament meeting this Sunday and woof,
was the spirit strong. Penelope ran out just crying because she was so TOUCHED!
Touched by an angel. Wow.
Well
that was a novel. There are so many other miracles to write about like the Zhen
family who met the missionaries 10 years ago and still remember the story of Joseph
Smith and the Book of Mormon. They still have one! Wow. We are teaching them
now. They listen so intensively it's amazing!
I
love you all and hope you have a good week. WE HAVE A GOD AND HE LOVES US!
Love
you all,
Sister
Burr
Sweet Penelope |
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